I wish......

Someone would write rules to this.....Why does it always end this way??? Do I give up to soon or not soon enough? Do I say to much or not enough? Am I too aggressive or not enough?? Or do I just pick wrong????

This morning

I woke up feeling that something was different....this feeling in my gut that something was changing or had changed and now I figured out what it was...YOU.
When we started just 4 months ago everything was so exciting..you were interested in me and what i had to say...When did all that change? What happened to make you change? Why didnt you tell me or let me know that things were different?
I sit here confused and hurt not knowing what happened to all the hope and excitement...
It's only been 4 months and feelings are already different...
My feeling for you have not changed...I want you and all that comes with getting you but this thing seems to be one sided...
All of this leaves me so CONFUSED....